One of the most frequent questions I have gotten over the years in my personal life and online from fans and strangers is “Why do you do porn?” Whenever I get asked this, my mind goes immediately to a motocross dvd titled, “Why”. It show showcases why dirt bike riders choose to ride. Everyone has a reason for why they choose to do things. I think most people see the adult industry as negative and shaming so it is difficult for most to understand.
I have touched on how I got into porn but not too much on why. My “why?” may not be good enough to some or confusing but it is my reality. Here are a few of the biggest reasons for me. I grew tired of very long hours and days away from my family having a job at an International trading company living paycheck to paycheck. At first when I started an online website, it was even more of a struggle as you cannot throw up a website and make money immediately. I fell in love with the freedom of time and not having a boss eventually. I went a different route than most as I never had an porn agent and I didn’t want to work for other companies. It was a huge risk. A very personal reason of why and most likely the largest is freedom to be me. I was in an abusive relationship before I entered the adult industry. It was one of the worst cases the city I lived in ever saw the last time I was beaten. I never felt free during those years. So whether it is right or wrong in others eyes, this industry allows me to be creative, wear my hair the way I want and even being naked and exploring my sexuality gives me a sense of freedom. I never set out and said I wanted to be in porn, it just happened through decisions I made. I was that girl that was very shy and couldn’t even imagine taking off my top, I was always very covered up and was made to wear my hair very short. I have gone through so many changes in how I feel and I love it. I have been able to take care of my family and myself. Although it may have upset people along the way, they know where my heart is and my why now.
I hope whatever your dreams are that you always remember your why, stay focused and just got for it. We only have one life as far as I know:)
Here are some screen shots from my live cam show a few days ago. It was a thigh high, dirty talk show. My next live cam show is Saturday, February 3rd at 1pm ET It is a Super bowl themed show! Come watch my Boobie Bowl LIVE! We had a blast in the chat at my last show as “Tom Brady” was in the chat room. My members always make it very naughty and memorable!! lol. Love, Catalina Cruz
Beautiful piece, and what I learn about you is that you’re human. You’re also relatable with many others, as far as being in a bad relationship and why, but how you never let your spirit get broken. In addition, I agree about freedom. I’m an author. I write erotic romance, and I do it for the love of it, and the hopes of gaining freedom.
Nice to know more of you.
we are all lucky to have you here Catalina..You keep our dreams and Fantasys alive…Your my Favorite Fantasy
Thank you for sharing all you have.
I sure do enjoy.
Hello Catalina, thank you for your great work and for pleasing our whims, sometimes people judge without knowing the value that each one gives to their work. I hope you will continue accompanying us for more time, because because you tweeted you will have more “open mind “, you give us a little more of the concept, by the way thank you for your greeting on my birthday you made me happy, I just hope you can remove the ban from my twitter account I only wish that gift even if on time I promise to behave well, continue with your great job
Thank you for the openness and perspective you give to your fans
We hope that you agree to an interracial gangbang in the near future
This lady is just wonderful with that beautiful face and blissful smile. She’s the best star in the business. She’s a stunner, perfectly proportioned: right height, right tits, right hips, right waist. Not to mention the amazing face. I also love her cock sucking skills. She’s awesome.
I think IR is getting more and more popular. SHE IS AMAZING !!Looking forward to scenes with black dicks or blowbangs . Thanks Catalina!
Thanks for all the honest words. You are terrific. Let us share your thoughts! THANK YOU
THX Catalina Cruz
First of all, thanks for the open statements and private insights … I’m also of the opinion, like many others here in the blog, that the lady should get more interracial fucks… her gangbang qualities have to be shown more often from this pretty milf.
BBC Gangbang please!
Absolute perfection..That girl is just amazing!
Thanx Cat For Being such a strong person who knows what she wants to do and for sharing your heart soul and that booty of course -lol you know i have lot’s of love respect n’ lust for you ,and i’m happy to see more people here on your blog too ,cuz you are suck a beauty and a sweetheart all i wish is best for you and happiness in every moment ,luv ya cat !! muah